Monday, February 27, 2017

This World Could Be Full Of Love

A few weeks ago I wrote a post that was so incredibly difficult to write. This school year, not just for myself but for others, as been full of hardships. I would even venture to say that the last two months have been the worst.

Writing that post was a game changer for me. Have all the things gotten easier? No, they haven’t, and in some respects, they have gotten worst. But what changed? What changed was how I thought about myself and my teaching.

In my planner each and every day I write the words Be Present at the top of the page. This reminder to be present has changed my thought process. I don’t have time to worry about the future because I am focused on my present.

Being present is hard some days. Some days it takes everything I have to hold it together. But I have to hold it together. I have 180 lives that are needing my time and my direction. Today was a rough start to my day. In addition to dealing with the normal crazy middle school choir life and all that comes with it, I was keeping my eyes on Oklahoma Senate Education Committee's meeting. My blood pressure was going through the roof. Because some of this stuff is just bat crap crazy! I’m not ashamed to admit that I cried in one of my classes today, not because it was terrible and I wanted to die, but because it was beautiful and I needed to hear it.

My sixth-grade girls are working on this lovely and lyrical piece called “This World is Full of Beauty,” music by Tom Shelton and text by Gerald Massey and they love it. Just read these words these young ladies sing.

There lives a voice within me, an angel of my heart,
its sweet voice calls to me ‘till the tears begin to start.
Up evermore it springs like some magic melody,
And evermore it sings this sweet song of songs to me.
This world is full of beauty, as other worlds above,
And if we did our duty it might be full of love.
If faith and hope and kindness passed as love between our hearts.
How, through my tears and sadness, should my soul have a fresh start!
The dreary, dim and desolate should wear a sunny bloom,
And love should spring from buried hate, like flowers over winter’s tomb.
This world is full of beauty, as other worlds above,
And if we did our duty it might be full of love.
The leaves of the forest, and the flowers of the sod,
The happy birds that sing their songs in the ear of God.
The summer wind that carries music over land and sea,
Each has a voice that sings this sweet song of songs to me.
This world is full of beauty, as other worlds above,
And if we did our duty it might be full of love.
This world is full of beauty, as other worlds above,
And if we did our duty, this world would be full of love.


It is okay if you are crying right now because I am. Now picture some of sweetest sixth-grade girls in the world singing this song, you all have my permission to cry.

Right now I don’t feel like this world is full of beauty and it surely doesn’t feel full of love. But I have to be present. I have to have full on glittery unicorn faith that this will be okay. That this world would be full of love. I haven’t given up on love.

Educators, I know that this future is scary. Trust me, I’m making Plan B, Plan C, Plan D, and Plan E as well. Please as you plan for what is next, be present. Make this world full of beauty and love. It starts with us; it starts with those of us that are on the ground in this battle everyday. We have to, if only because right now you need beauty and love in your own lives. I don’t know about you, but I need a world full of beauty and a world full of love. Because I have this song that world needs to hear, and I’m not going to stop singing it.

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